Now to explain the sentence of my last entry:
Every time I turn around, it all just seems so silly.
Every time I turn around
Meaning, when I reflect on the past – old events, circumstances, relationships, problems, mistakes, regrets… I think of all the things I worried about, the things that consumed my thinking, that I exerted my energy for, that I lost sleep because of… The problems that made me think it was the end of the world, the things I thought I’d never get past.
I think on those things, and suddenly…
…it all just seems so silly
The world kept spinning, the sun rose again, the clouds went away. I didn’t die, I woke up the next morning and kept living and here I am today and now I see it really didn’t matter like I thought it would. Those things that I thought would destroy me, in fact, made me stronger.
Don’t take life too seriously.
“So I tell you, don’t worry about everyday life…”